One day, soon, I would like to sit beside the ocean with a hot coffee in one hand and my feet will be bare and buried deep in the fine white sand and I would like to gaze at the vast horizon without a care, no worries, no thoughts about work or money or people who do more harm than good to me. I would hold K’s hand and the kids would be playing in the waves, body surfing and laughing and not fighting. K and I would talk about nothing important, we would be relaxed and happy. I would feel the sun on face and arms and I would smile. One day… soon.